I was singing Danny Boy on the karaoke in honor of St. Paddy's Day and starting crying, of course. In itself, it is one of the most painfully sad songs in the universe, and I course I started thinking about Rachel.
I have my beautiful blondies, Keturah and Sarah, but only one redhead, Rachel. The red hair has been in my family for generations. My Grandma, me, Rachel, Jacob. The Scottish in us.
I keep writing about how I am ready to greet the world, and then I stop and think. I will NEVER greet the world anymore, for I no longer feel that this world is my home, for how can I have a home without Rachel nearby?
Vince has decided to keep my red-haired sweetie Jacob away from me for the time being. Go figure. I will never figure him out. Jacob is a shining star and he keeps me connected to the future. I miss him.
Sweet Baby.
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